forgiveness, give thanks, luck and kind people

Forgiveness

i am starting to forgive myself now, fo rlying to everyone because I wanted to get out of my "Colorpoint life" where my pride and dignity was almost crushed. I missed Kuya Ryan, Kuya Bitoy and everyone terribly. Yes, especially Victor, but I have to move on with my life. Remember: stick with your goal.

I am forgiving those people who hurt me, especially my close friends (joanie and aura). I'll forget about there debts. kakalimutan ko na lang yun kasabay ng tuluyang paglayo sa kanila. I realized how much Joanie has already damaged some parts of me, my trust, my time and others. She used to be a sweet friend but now I realized we are growing afar each day. Probably because we know each other so much.


Giving thanks. Luck and Kind people

Isang Friday ng gabi na pauwi ako: kulang ang barya o, ang nasa wallet ko lang ay P100 at P5 coins. P100 ang inabot ko sa driver kasi wala aong barya. Yung katabi kong angel na matandang lalaki inabutan ako ng P10 (which is the exact fare papuntang welcome) tapos sinabi sa akin "ibayad mo na yan baka hindi ka masuklian lumampas ka". I was sobewildered sa pangyayari, nakita nya siguro ako ang tagal kong naghagilap ng mga barya. Wow, sa panahong ito akalain mo me mga tao pang mababait. I thank him but bumababa na siya agad. Tapos sa next ride naman papuntang mayon kulng kao ng P1 kaya P6 lang ang naiabot ko pero pina sakay parin nila ako. Wow, that day was so full of nice people that it was just like a dream. ^^_

Sobrang nagpapasalamat ako na binigay ni Lord si Michelle para makasama ko sa journey ng buhay ko dito sa adworks. I cannot imagine surviving all of this without her. She pulled me up when no one can (even my closest friend Joanie can't). She knows me now like no one ever did. I am so glad she found me.