Saturday, November 01, 2008

Happy Halloween to us

Hindi ako mapakali ngayon. Dapat Nov1 ngayon at ngayong lang ako walang pasok ng saturday at nagpapahinga ako? Feeling ko maraming nag-iisip sa akin ngayon (haha feeling). Deep inside tinatanung ko sa sarili: "iniisip rin kaya niya ako ngayon?" (Kahit alam ko namang hindi na)Pinagsisisihan ko na ang pag-alis ko sa colorpoint, andaming nawala sa akin. Kailangan ko lang pala e "time to think" na malayo sa kanila. I deserve lahat ng nangyayari sa akin kasi isa akong sinungaling. Pero hindi ko na pinagsisisihan ang pagpasok ko sa adworksgrfx kasi nahasa ang skill ko sa photoshop, me bago akong natututunan, sinalo ako sa trabaho, kumikita ako, marami akong nakilala yun nga lang hindi lahat ng mga mabait ay kaibigan "Don't trust everyone" hindi lahat totoo pinapakita. Tsaka totoo pala ang kasabihan na "malalaman mo lang ang worth ng isang bagay/tao kapag nawala na sya sa iyo".

When I chose this decision I lost some important things along the way. Kasama talaga ang sakripisyo. like:
1. chance na makasama ko si kuya bitoi hanggang sa kahulihulihan
2. oppurtunities sa loob ng colorpoint
3. connection ko with someone I love
4. respeto sa sarili ko
5. respeto sa family ko sa akin
6. indesign skills (pero at least kapalit nun illustrator skills)
7. si kuya willie
8. si ate carol
9. piece of mind
10. tiwala nila sa akin

Tama kaya na bumalik pa ako doon? paano kung mas maging worse lang ang mga situation kapag bumalik ako? di kaya, kaya gusto kong bumalik kasi umaasa pa ako na babalik ulit ang samahan namin, kahit friendship with my special someone? paano kung si Sr Art mas lalong lalaki ang ulo sa pagbalik ko kasi iisipin niya kaya ako bumalik kasi mlupit amo sa adworksgrfx? Paano kung iinsultuhin na naman niya ako ulit? Paano kung maging malaking issue ang pag balik ko? bakit ba iniiisip ko lagi iisipin ng iba?

I hope natuto na ako s alahat ng mga pangyayaring ito. Kaya ko to, kailangan ko lang tibayan ang loob at manalig sa Diyos. Sabi nga ni Aura "everything will be ok." Maybe I'll just be patient.

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