A Looser's Lament

Am I not attractive? Why don't they see me? Am I invisible?
It's been 18 yrs since I've let Valentines Day pass or rather out of my 8 years of being teen nobody has every shown me that I am also special...why oh why? I have never really got any flowers or stuff toy or chocolates in my birthdays or any special days from any man (what a double loser eh?!) Valentines day is just an ordinary day for me because I don't feel special about it. I will be nineteen soon and I'm still on the immature side, on the group of NBSB(no boyfriend since birth) a.k.a the loser's group!!!
Everytime I daydream about my knight and shining armor the next thing I knew I would have a badluck. Day dream about love for me never really come true, well yeah definitely because its a "daydream." Part of me wanted to burst out to my someone special that could you please be my valentines but that would be embarrassing....I hope someday really SOMEONE for REAL would treat me special....a man that would bring out the best in me and fulfill my daydreams....

meaning of my month and signs

Does your name begin with: R
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.

JUNE
Thinks far with vision/Easily influenced by kindness/Polite and soft-spoken/Having lots of ideas/Sensitive/Active mind/HesitatingTends to delay/Choosy and always wants the best/Temperamental /Funny and humorous/Loves to joke/Good debating skills/Talkative/ Daydreamer/Friendly/Knows how to make friends/AbidingAble to show character/Easily hurt/Prone to getting colds/Loves to dress up/Easily bored/FussySeldom show emotions/Takes time to recover when hurt/Brand conscious/Executive/StubbornT/hose who loves me are enemies/Those who hates me are friends

Cancer
Turn ons
Try to adapt yourself with the changing moods of the Cancer. At one moment they may be laughing and enjoying and in another moment they may cry or sulk. You may have to adjust with the moody and sensitive Cancer. They are like the tides in the ocean always fluctuating. Cancer people love food so if you know how to cook and can be poetic and romantic (added Bonus) then you know the way to their heart.

Turn offs Cancerians are very sensitive people and can get easily hurt. So do not play with their emotions and sentiments. They are like tides that can take you with it. They form emotional bonds with even inanimate things too so do not ask them to discard old caps or souvenirs these things hold special meaning to them. You have to realize that the crabs have soft heart and are vulnerable. Do not contradict their tested line of thought and action it would only lead to confusion.