A rapertoire

Date:october 10, 2005
Time: 1:04 a.m

I can't believe this will happen again. My parents constantly fought because of money. Indeed it happen years ago that made my father to leave the house for the meen time. i forgot the reason on how he came back. Now, I have seen it in my own eyes, the details, occurance and their conversation..oh I have heard and seen it all!!! They started bickering and talking like they were ten meters away from each other!(I hate it when people are fighting because of money!!!) Yesterday at around 1 in the afternoon my father decided to leave our house. i don't know where he is staying now but I hope he is safe. I don't know who to blame. The house that we are staying is a free rental by the doctor, my father's boss. In exchange of the free house rental is that my father will collect the rentals in the compuond. My father is the collector of the rentals in the compounds (having five compounds). But unfortunately oyur neighbors failed to pay back the rentals. My father is so passive (which i inherited!yah!negativity!) that he allowed them to have months unpaid. The result? He was abused by our neighbors and the doctor/boss gave him a hard time (you know the blah blah...). My mother, the PR woman, doesn't want to allow my father, to be treated like that so she also gave my father a warning and advice (repetitous and irritating). which eventually turn into a fight until they exchaged harsh words. I pretended not to hear them. I pretended not to care. But deep inside I just wanted to finish my studies, have a perfect job and lay them big sum of money so that they will not fight. But I know in reality that it is not that easy. I have to study for natsci but my environment is emotionaly uncondusive for learnig...oh I wish someone would visit my journal and comment about this...looks like my page is so boring that's why nobody wants to see it and read it!